ihavebeenfloated

It’s been six days since my last post, nearly a week! Silly of me not to follow up such an emo post with something a little more uplifting.

But, I ain’t got nothing. (I do not have anything worth speaking of in my repertoire. Does that dangle? Am I insane?)

My week has been boring and typical. So, yeah, nothing much to say unfortunately. Maybe later.

Oh, I have a philosophy test tonight. I’m excited. Why am I excited about a test? That’s weird. The professor is boring as shit and manages to utterly destroy somewhat interesting material. Kind of the opposite of my psychology teacher, who is really fun to listen to but manages to utterly destroy somewhat interesting material by packing so goddamn much of it into a single class. Ugh!

Also, history midterm next week. I get to go in early since I have The Dresden Dolls to see, and take it. He gave us five questions and we have to prepare essays for each one, memorize them, and then he’ll ask us for two to answer. I have yet to take a test like this, though my psych professor does quizes that are short answer just like this every week, so it’ll be a new experience for me. Actually having to prepare for an exam is a new thing for me. Actually having to prepare and study for anything school related is new to me.

This semester so far has been a lot of firsts. You’d think I would have had my ass kicked by some classes before now, but I took relatively safe classes and the ones that I didn’t like, I just dropped. Not so much this semester, I realized it’s a stupid waste of money to drop classes that were paid for just because I don’t want to try. I am older than that, maybe if I was fresh out of high school I could let myself do that, but I’m not, so I wont. Besides, I’m going to have to start working at college at some point, it’s not just going to stay easy.

That’s a scary thought. It seems like I’m still actually committed to an objective in my life. That’s rare for me, really rare. A year and a half later, here I am, too late to turn back now.