ihavebeenfloated

I just had, like, the best day ever, omg.

Man, Raymond Chandler kicks ass. The Big Sleep hit me pretty hard and I loved it. Then Farewell, My Lovely came in and hit me just as hard but only within the first fifty pages. Way to go, Chandler, way to go, you made a fan outta me.

November 11th is at least a recorded date but I’m going to go ahead and say that right now, sometime in this time frame, it’s been ten years since I first logged onto the intarweb. I was eleven years old. I’m twenty-one now. That’s pretty crazy.

My, how the internet has changed in ten years. In [...]

FUCK CHRIST FUCK AUGH CHRIST FUCK HATE ANGER FUCK FUCK ARGH FUCK JESUS CHRIST FUCK FUCK GOOD FUCKING LORD CHRIST FUCK SHIT FUCK UGH ARGH FUCK FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK CUNT BITCH FUCKING WHORE CHRIST FUCK SHIT ARGH FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

The Dresden Dolls show was awesome. It was worth the $40 even before the Dolls themselves came out. Not much else to say about it.

I can’t wait until I get used to being alone again because feel like shit all the time when I’m at home by myself totally sucks balls.

(Dashiell Hammett) I hope I spelled his name right. The Maltese Falcon might have been really clever but in retrospect, and in comparison to Chandler, it wasn’t satisfying at all and didn’t have any real teeth to it. Sam Spade is too clean, too flawless, and although Marlowe’s fits of talking to himself in Farewell, [...]

I knew Trista for a month or two over a year. Ten months of that was our relationship. A month or two was us getting to know each other. The last two months or so was us working apart and that’s not something I’ve really come to grips with, not even now, and I’m not [...]

I’m done. Finished? I don’t know.

I can’t tell anyone the tale. The truth. What happened Wednesday night, Thursday morning? I don’t even know anymore. No one really knows. Not even all the people there really know. Almost everyone knows bits and pieces. One person knows the worst of it, but nothing else about it. Someone [...]