ihavebeenfloated

My day yesterday was fun. I get a call from my car insurance people saying, “Yeah, Hi, we’re supposed to be renewing your car insurance. Thing is, well, we can’t, because your license is suspended.”

“The what?”

“Yeah, looks like your license is suspended since the fifteenth.”

“Well that makes no sense since…”

In October, Child Support mailed me [...]

I wrote this email to Sarah today, and I thought I would post it here because I am feeling that way. Enjoy.

I cannot swing ANY free hotel. So now both Jess and Mykul… AND YOU… are trying to find out how I can stay in San Jose for teh cheap or, preferably, teh free.. so [...]

Everyone loves chatlogs.

This is Brad after three hours of sleep.

Mike: dude I just woke up
Mike: I’m fucking tired
Brad: i slept three hours and fifty minutes so don’t whine to me about tired
Mike: but I keep dreaming about getting ravaged by deaf japanese schoolgirls who have the capability of giggling like normal ones
Brad: hot
Brad: that would [...]

I don’t know what I’m doing. I love you. I don’t love you. I love everyone. I don’t want anyone. “O Lord, tell me, am I the Antichrist?” I’m walking in circles. I need someone to need me. I don’t want anyone to need me. “I don’t want to see it at my windowsill.” Desperately [...]

(The) Arcade Fire – Neon Bible (2007)

God, I am so glad this finally leaked properly.

Oddly enough, Funeral was kind of a sunny record. Driving around San Diego, I’d play it loudly with the windows rolled down, cigarette dangling off my fingers, and it just felt right. Neon Bible, on the other hand, is somber—someone said [...]

I need to go back to writing somewhat intelligent pieces that are moderately scathing. I like that one down there. The jewtaku bit. That’s good stuff. I need to do that more often. I’m repeating myself. That’s alright.

I stumbled upon Violent Acres today and it reminded me of what I used to love about myself. [...]