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Archive for April, 2007

R.I.P. Kurt Vonnegut

• Thursday, April 12th, 2007 • 1 Comment

WHY GOD WHY GOD WHY GOD WHY?


A Sitemap Has Joined Us

• Tuesday, April 10th, 2007 • No Comments

There is now a sitemap here. If you don’t know what a sitemap is: it is a list of all the posts on this site. I’m ordering it by date, oldest to newest, so if you wanna look through the categories in proper date order, that’s where you want to go. Enjoy!


Dreams

• Sunday, April 8th, 2007 • 1 Comment

I’ve had some nasty dreams lately. Yesterday I woke up twice, once from a really awful dream, and another time from one that was going really well. Had a dream today that was relatively awful for some reason.

It looked like I was hanging out at my old Sunday school with a lot of people, but [...]


Every Passing Day Holds A New Way To Die Inside A Little More

• Saturday, April 7th, 2007 • 1 Comment

“Whenever I start getting really tired, usually well past when I should have already gone to bed, I start to feel helpless and empty. I don’t want to go to sleep, even if I know I should. There’s an anxiety in me about it and it keeps me up and doing nothing for far too [...]


Yeah Yeah Yeah

• Friday, April 6th, 2007 • 1 Comment

“I’m dying.”

“Are you really?”

“No, but it sounds good.”

“Are you even really depressed?”

“Nah, just lonely.”

“Then what’s the deal?”

“I just resort to melodrama to describe my feelings because nothing else fits.”

“I’d try to describe your feelings for you but I’ve got to agree that there is nothing better.”

“At least you agree. That’s nice.”

“I try my best.”

“Yeah. So, [...]


Journal Post

• Monday, April 2nd, 2007 • No Comments

It’s been well over a month now since I last wrote about myself.

I feel like I’m stagnating. There’s nothing happening. Just the same routine over and over again. That might be why I started sleeping through my classes against my will. The subconscious desire for drama, something to break up the monotony, finally got too [...]