ihavebeenfloated

Driving to Matt’s house.

I was filled with this sudden and somewhat magical feeling of relief toward the end of Blonde Redhead’s Publisher. My day went well, I solved all my problems and had a really good day at school.

I told Becca everything I couldn’t. Everything is real, everything is as it was, and nothing has [...]

I can’t do this all or nothing shit. I can’t remember exactly what I said to you, but I hope I didn’t imply that I wanted you to cut me off entirely. I know it’s your style, but I can’t help but think that perhaps I put things more strongly than I had intended.

I miss [...]

This is a test, trying to see if I can successfully
blog-thru-email-thru-phone.

Blah, sitting in a burger king waiting for someone to show up. I want to go home and shower. I don’t feel like doing shit today. You know solstice means “sun stop” quite literally. I kinda feel like I just want to stop doing anything today, can’t really blame the sun for it. I’ve got [...]

Sitting at a red light. Green arrow, here we go.

Now I’m sitting in Rookies by myself. Disturbed is playing on the jukebox way too loudly. My white russian has so much vodka in it I’m afraid to taste it, but I can’t anyway because the glass is so full that if I try to stir [...]

Weeds this season is a load of depressive crap. Part of me hopes that the four pre-air episodes that leaked are actually a big joke and not representative of one fourth of the entire season, but now that the first episode has officially aired and it’s clear that it’s not all one big joke, I [...]