ihavebeenfloated

Christmas.

I got shoes: One, two (in brown), and three. Gift cards. Pretty cool.

Sarah will be here in three days. I should be writing about that as it happens.

Everything is a blur. Busy, cleaning, working, seeing people, watching movies, listening to blues, catching up on Pushing Daisies, driving around, thinking of Sarah, wearing shoes and clothes, [...]

Why can’t I just be allowed to be happy?

Why is it every time that I meet someone or something, they have to be so indecisive about me? Three relationships, now, where the girls were like, “Yeah, I like you, but… Uh… Let me think about it.”

All the arrogance and self-confidence in the world can’t prepare [...]

I am not in a good spot right now. I’ve effectively isolated myself from all my friends, and I’m not entirely sure why. I quit smoking, which is slowly becoming less and less fun as I get more and more irritable and anxiety ridden. I feel jittery and couped up. I feel like I’m at [...]